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Blind eyes
Grapple with judgement
As your ash returns
To dust
And everything that you’ve built
turns to dust
You shut me out
This is the family you couldn’t choose
But you can sure choose to walk away
Day after day
Contagious blindness
When did you draw the line?
And was I born on the wrong side?
Do what you will, but know that I
As I’ve lived so I’ll die
So tell me all the things
that you would unsay
That you would undo
Tell me everything
Everything that matters to you
Say it isn’t all about you
It’s never about you
Though my heart will break
There will be a smile on my face
As the scratching turns to silence
This is where it ends
Never again
will I let you be mistaken for one of our kind
Your not one of us
You dont belong
So I’m afraid
It’s time for you to leave
And take god’s country with you
Though my heart will break
There will be a smile on my face
As they bury you with the poison
You spread
This is where it ends
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Dezinformatsiya
03:22
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We keep talking, hopeless longing
For how it used to be
Solace found in an endless daydream
No questions, no change
As it's supposed to be
Oh God, take me back to the good old days
Let's get this straight
Things were never better, we were just too fake
Blinded by our own bliss
Naivety, don't ever wake me
Asleep to self no matter the cost to someone else
You can resist another fix
A mental sedative
Looking through the crack
But never opening the door
Just a dog, afraid of the world
You stay safe in your cage
Looking through the crack
But never opening the door
You stay in your cage
But you're never really safe
Bring out the dogs
Let em fight
The cage in your mind is your grave. You'll get what's coming
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Kingpin
01:41
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Godless
What book are you reading?
Who's words are you preaching?
Show me the exhortation, for self preservation
I see right through you
Insecurity, disguised as faith
I know you by your hate
What do you gain
From all the breath you waste
You’ll never get it
If you truly had it the way you really want it
It'd be just you and your American friends in heaven
Just you and Donnie
Sell your "saved" soul
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So sick of always feelin low
Lost in what ifs and god only knows
I'm spiraling again
Devoid of hope and got nowhere else to go
Think I'm doin fine?
Take a hint
This is the new face of self hate
Stay positive
Don't be dramatic
But why should I pass, a sentence on humanity
to bear my presence
Just leave me be
To self destruct in peace
I watched the sun go down
On my anxiety
Giving all I got
Not to throw in the towel
So until you hear the scratching
Turn to silence
At least you’ll know that I’m still here
But why am i
So you say to me
And let death decide for itself
How it takes me
I wasn't the one who made me like this
But now I'm the only one
Who can't escape it
Now i’m bound for eternity
Shackled for eternity
To my worst enemy
I’ll never rest in peace
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